nessa is not let anything bring her down.
because she has more than enough horrible things going on in her life right now.
things nessa really has to do. today.

• go through class today without running to claire because of something that happened.
  
• settle things with creepy chocolate man.
  
• don't talk to claire!
• keep a smile on her face at all times.
  
• message sheryl and tell her i miss her.
  
• filter out the negative things people say that try to bring me down.
  
• smile!
  
• save sheryl's other number.
• pay claire's phone bill. even though i say i won't.
  
• go to work.
  
• eat three meals a day.
  
• eat my medicine.
• change my blogskin if i'm really bored during class.
  

my shifu is not working with me today. oh boohoo! but then, there is jessica! haha. i don't know la. i think i want to go hame and sleep. and not work. but! i need the money. and there are alot of things i want to buy with the money i'm going to earn. yes yes.
its thursday today isn't it? yes yes.
the 9th of next month is coming soon. i have to go visit petty dear. a month. it has passed by so quickly hasn't it? and days will pass by so quickly too.
one more thing nessa has to do. tell all her friends how special they are. yes yes.
but before that. nessa need to know who her true friends are too.
yes yes.
i think nessa needs to get rid of all the bad things in her life. and treasure all the good stuff.
nessa shall buy many colourful papers on impluse. and write nice pretty note to all of them. telling them that i love them. yes yes.
that includes you.
doesn't mean that things have turned out this way i forget all the times we spent together. there were many happy times. just that sometimes i need to take control of my life. be angry if you want. i don't control your emotions.

nessa should not think of sad stuff!
oh no no no!
and essa has a really painful blister.
thanks to her converse shoe.
who makes her in debt to shermann.
cause she owes him $20.